| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 1 month, 14 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 19/10/1989 |
| Date of Death | 03/12/1989 |
| Visitors | 4,699 since 18/11/2008 |
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christopher was my first born, he was born six weeks early as i had high blood pressure. christopher weighed 5lbs 5ozs when he was born he had a mop of black hair, he was in the special care unit as he wouldnt feed so he was tube fed for the first few days. When we came home from hospital and it was just him and me i couldnt belive how beautiful he was and that he was really mine. For six full weeks my whole world revolved around him. Then one morning i woke up and i knew straight away that something was wrong It was a feeling that i had, when i went over to him it is something that i will never forget. My perfect special little son had died in his sleep. The day he went up to heaven a part of me went to even though it has been ninteen years since he went it still just feels like yesterday. I still go to the cemetry and i still mention him after all he is still my son even though he isnt with me.Since losing christopher i met up with a male friend who i went to school with called allan and we have now been together 11 years and i have gone on to have three more children kay aged 8, lee aged 6 and dale who turned one in april. The pain that i felt the day he was taken away is still as painfull now. I will always remember and love you son now one can ever take my memories away .LOVE YOU FOREVER LITTLE MAN xxxxxxx
25/1/2012.
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★ Night Time ★
A Shooting star
Fly's through the sky,
The Moon is Beaming,
Way up High.
The Darkness
Falls all around,
The Night Sky
appears without a sound
The stars begin Twinkling
out some Light,
and our Angels are
Keeping us in there Sight
By Lisa Heritage
✗... ԼƠƔЄ ♥ ƛԼƜƛƳS ...✗.... elaine & Baby Ryan xo
Saturday 21st January 2012....
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...Gone but not Forgotten
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Gone but not forgotten
Four words i always hear
When looking at your photograph
Through eyes now full of tears
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Gone but not forgotten
Its you i want to see
I still feel the special bond
When you love and comfort me
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Gone but not forgotten
Hearts torn at the seams
Making me feel whole again
When i see you in my dreams
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Gone but not forgotten
ill never let you go
My life will never be the same
For i love and miss you so
copyright� Vicky Deaville 28/12/2011
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Saturday Night.....
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...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
SOME NIGHTS IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO EVEN SLEEP
MY EYES ARE SO SORE FROM THE TEARS I WEEP
I LOOK TO THE SKIES I SEARCH FOR A STAR
EACH ONE LOOKS SO CLOSE YET IT IS SO FAR
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
THE LIGHT THAT SHINES HELPS TO BRING COMFORT MY WAY
I STARE AT THE STAR UNTIL NIGHT TURNS TO DAY
TEARS UPON MY PILLOW THAT NEVER SEEM TO DRY
HAS I WATCH MY STAR FADE FROM THE SKY
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
A NEW DAWN BREAKS I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE
ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER YEAR
TIME HAS PASSED I NEVER EVEN NOTICED IT GO BY
I TURN MY HEAD TOWARDS MY PILLOW ONCE AGAIN I CRY
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
A MILLION TIMES I HAVE CALLED OUT YOUR NAME
MY HEART IS FULL OF SORROW SO FULL OF PAIN
JUST WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I SHALL SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME TO HEAVENS DOOR.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 25/10/2011
Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
17/1/2012.
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Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
17/1/2012.
CHRISTOPHER,
Sending Love This Morning...
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..............................elaine, Baby Ryan's Mummy xo
12/1/2012.
♥ڿڰۣಌ Thursday Wishes,
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....For A Nice Day ♥ڿڰۣಌ
All Our Love elaine & Baby Ryan xo
8/1/2012.
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THE BROKEN HEART FEELS PAIN
I have always thought that a Broken heart
Was just a figure of speech
That the heart doesn’t truly break,
It’s just the words we speak.
And then my loved one went away,
Up to the Heaven’s to stay
I found that heartbreak was no lie,
My heart truly felt the pain!
(c)2011 vickihansen.wordpress.com/
♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥ ~ ♥
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SOME NIGHTS.......
SOME NIGHTS IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO EVEN SLEEP
MY EYES ARE SO SORE FROM THE TEARS I WEEP
I LOOK TO THE SKIES I SEARCH FOR A STAR
EACH ONE LOOKS SO CLOSE YET IT IS SO FAR
THE LIGHT THAT SHINES HELPS TO BRING COMFORT MY WAY
I STARE AT THE STAR UNTIL NIGHT TURNS TO DAY
TEARS UPON MY PILLOW THAT NEVER SEEM TO DRY
HAS I WATCH MY STAR FADE FROM THE SKY
A NEW DAWN BREAKS I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE
ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER YEAR
TIME HAS PASSED I NEVER EVEN NOTICED IT GO BY
I TURN MY HEAD TOWARDS MY PILLOW ONCE AGAIN I CRY
A MILLION TIMES I HAVE CALLED OUT YOUR NAME
MY HEART IS FULL OF SORROW SO FULL OF PAIN
JUST WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I SHALL SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME TO HEAVENS DOOR.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 25/10/2011
♥
All Our Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
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~♥ With Love ♥~
Oh most beautiful star
In the sky tonight
You are most bright
I watch and wait
With hand raised up
Open and waiting
Slowly, oh so slowly
You move through
The night sky
You come closer
As I watch and wait
Hand outstretched
Then ever so softly
You come to rest
In the palm of my hand
You shine like a diamond
Your brilliance
Holds me in awe
I could almost wish
To hold you tight
To keep you safe just for me
In time, your light
Would fade from sight
You would die
To me and to all
So I let you stay
As long as you wish
With palm open
So you may leave at will
You will travel back
To the night sky
To shine brightly
For all to see
I will cherish
The moments you gifted me
With your light
Specially for me
For a little while…
Star So Bright
by Ann Marquette
Sending you lots of love angel and a big thank you to your loved ones for all they have done for my little princess demi-leigh and myself in the last year...HAPPY NEW YEAR XXXXX
Love alway elaine xxxxxx
29/12/2011.
♥ MORNING ♥
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............ ♥ A christmas Loss ♥
Christmas is a Special Time
A time we Celebrate,
When everyone gets together
and the children just cant wait
so many excited feelings
and family bond together
Singinging voices everywhere
some people want it to last forever.
But for some it brings them sadness
followed by thoughts of woe and despair
for the loss of their Loved ones
can be more than they can bare.
Christmas can be a reminder,
for those who lossed someone they Love
Especially the Angel on top of the Tree,
It's when their Angel was Taken Above.
♥ By Lisa Heritage ♥
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♥ Why Did You Go ♥
I have a moment nearly every day,
It doesnt stop hurting i have to say,
now your gone my thoughts of you
are of all those things we had to do.
those moments we should have shared together,
and the memories that should have lasted forever
Instead all i get are these tears of woe
and wondering why you had to go!
♥~* By Lisa Heritage ♥~*
♥ Thoughts and Love Always elaine and Baby Ryan xo
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Love elaine & Baby Ryan xo
10/12/2011.
♥ A Weekend Message ♥
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♥ Love You More ♥
Do I Love You
To The Moon And Back?
No, I Love You
More Than That. ღ♥ღ
I Love You To The Desert Sands,
The Mountains, Stars
The Planets, And ღ♥ღ
I Love You To The Deepest Sea
And Deeper Still
Through History. ღ♥ღ
Before Beyond I Love You Then,
I Love You Now
I'll Love You When ღ♥ღ
The Sun's Gone Out,
The Moon's Gone Home,
And All The Stars Are Fully Grown. ღ♥ღ
When I No Longer Say These Words,
I'll Give Them To The Wind And The Birds
So That They'll Still Be Heard. ღ♥ღ
(copyright ~ James Carter)
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I DONT WANT DIAMONDS
I DONT WANT GOLD
ALL I WANT IS YOU TO HAVE AND TO HOLD
I WANT YOU SO BAD TO BE BY MY SIDE
SO I DONT HAVE TO KEEP MY FEELING LOCKED INSIDE
INSIDE MY HEART WHERE NO-ONE CAN SEE
I SO WANT YOU TO BE PART OF ME
TO BE BY MY SIDE WHEN THINGS GO WRONG
KEEP ME SAFE AND KEEP ME STRONG
I WANT TO BE HERE FOR YOU TOO
TO SHARE PRECOIUS MOMENTS THAT MUCH IS TRUE
TO GIVE YOU LOVE ALL YOUR HEART CAN HOLD
THAT TO ME IS BETTER THAN DIAMONDS OR GOLD
copyright� Ros Roberts
♥ Love Alway's elaine & Baby Ryan xo
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