| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 1 month, 14 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 19/10/1989 |
| Date of Death | 03/12/1989 |
| Visitors | 2,363 since 18/11/2008 |
| Creator |
christopher was my first born, he was born six weeks early as i had high blood pressure. christopher
weighed 5lbs 5ozs when he was born he had a mop of black hair, he was in the special care unit as he
wouldnt feed so he was tube fed for the first few days. When we came home from hospital and it was
just him and me i couldnt belive how beautiful he was and that he was really mine. For six full
weeks my whole world revolved around him. Then one morning i woke up and i knew straight away that
something was wrong It was a feeling that i had, when i went over to him it is something that i will
never forget. My perfect special little son had died in his sleep. The day he went up to heaven a
part of me went to even though it has been ninteen years since he went it still just feels like
yesterday. I still go to the cemetry and i still mention him after all he is still my son even
though he isnt with me.Since losing christopher i met up with a male friend who i went to school
with called allan and we have now been together 11 years and i have gone on to have three more
children kay aged 8, lee aged 6 and dale who turned one in april. The pain that i felt the day he
was taken away is still as painfull now. I will always remember and love you son now one can ever
take my memories away .LOVE YOU FOREVER LITTLE MAN xxxxxxx
No words to help us comprehend
no thoughts to ease our pain
no simple way to say goodbye
and go on with life again
Nothing can begin to fill
the emptiness inside
or take away the heartache
and make the pain subside
Yet time will bring it's healing touch
and slowly make a start
to show that tears are natures way
to heal a broken heart
Then memories of happy times
the thoughts you had to share
will show their love lives on with you
though they're no longer there.
All my love Lynn xxx
Hello my beautiful angel.
I've been feeling so low today,
So I came on GTS for I have so much I want to say.
I feel so sad and I don't know what I can do,
I miss you so much as I sit by my computer as I cry for you.
So I switched on my computer,
To send you all my love,
And light a candle or two..
For you my angel up above.
I log into my garden,
Type my password in with love,
I know that one day I will be with you in heaven,
My angel up above.
TOGETHER AGAIN.......
MY BABY ANGEL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
HOW I LONG FOR SO MUCH FOR YOUR TOUCH
ONE DAY WE WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN
THEN I WILL NOT FEEL SO MUCH PAIN
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
WE WILL BE TOGETHER ONE WONDERFUL DAY
YOU WILL BE BACK IN MY ARMS ONCE MORE
FOR I WILL SEE YOU AT HEAVENS DOOR
WAIT FOR ME MY RAY OF SUNSHINE I WILL BE THERE
THEN WE WILL ONCE AGAIN BE ABLE TO SHARE
SWEET TENDER MOMENTS OF PURE LOVE
WHILE WE ALL REST IN THE GARDEN ABOVE
Heartache
Ten tiny fingers upon your little hand,
Ten dainty toes on your feet to help you to stand,
I look into your sleeping face and my heart is filled with love,
How can something so beautiful now be an Angel above?
Your eyelashes so long upon your sweet face,
No one will ever take your place,
The joy we all waited for is now replaced by tears,
The numbness, the heartache, along with all our fears,
I want to hold you in my arms and never let you go,
My darling child,how I love you so,
A part of me went with you the day you were called home,
I feel that my world has stopped and I feel so much alone,
I gently place you down for one last time,
Tears are on my face as I whisper, "peace be thine",
Without you I am nothing, and never will be again,
All I feel is heartache and a huge, huge pain,
My darling child you will be loved and missed every single day,
Goodbye is to final a word for me to ever say,
God only gave you to us to borrow,
Loved today, yesterday and for all the tomorrows.
copyright@ Sandy
WHAT DID I DO IN LIFE SO WRONG
TO WAKE UP ONE MORNING AND FIND YOU GONE
MY FIRST BORN CHILD,WILL I SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WILL YOU BE WAITING WHEN I KNOCK ON HEAVENS DOOR
I KNOW IT WAS MANY YEARS AGO
YOU WENT SO FAST EVEN THOUGH I LOVED YOU SO
WE DIDNT HAVE MUCH TIME TOGETHER
PLEASE WAIT FOR ME SON.WE WONT BE
APART FOREVER XXX
God gave us eyes to see
And lips that we might tell
But he never gave us strong hearts
As they break we know very well
God gave us life to live
And familys to sit besides
But he never told us its not forever
And that many times we will cry
God took my dear son away
And it broke this heart in two
But im proud to say he done me proud
For my son is now an angel to you.
I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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We all grieve at some time in our life,
Maybe it’s for a parent, grandparent, a husband or wife,
Our hearts are filled with much sorrow and pain,
Life is unfair, and nothing seems the same.
It could be a sister or a brother too,
Or even a friend who is close to you,
Memories of your loved one are so new and so clear,
You dream of the day you can hold them near.
You live your life with good days and bad,
Some of them happy, some of them sad,
You think of the good times and remember with love,
Your dear departed loved one up in heaven above.
Then comes the grief that is impossible to bear,
It’s the loss of a child, which we can’t compare,
You don’t know where to go for the comfort you yearn,
The only comfort for you , is for your Child's safe return.
For these parents time does not heal,
They live a life that is not real
Their hearts are empty!!! Yet they feel like lead,
They have been given the news of every parents dread.
They have been told their child has gone,
Please don’t tell them they must move on.
If Only Our Children Were Easter Eggs
If only our children were Easter eggs,
Hidden safely in the grass,
We could search for them and pick them up,
And hold them within our clasp.
We'd have a heavenly Easter egg hunt,
All with baskets in our hands,
Searching with a broken heart.
Only WE can understand.
'Oh, look I found your child over here,'
'Hey, did anyone find mine?'
They are so beautifully colored,
And they sparkle and they shine...
These aren't your usual Easter eggs,
They each have their own special glow,
That comes from way down deep within,
Only a grieving parent would know.
We gather up our special eggs,
With excitement all around,
For the gift that we've been given,
For the treasure we have found.
We all now stare with wonderment,
At our children that have died.
We want to hold them once again,
And release them from inside.
But we all begin to realize,
We have to crack their beautiful shell,
The one that, makes them sparkle and glow,
The one they have earned so well.
We know we can't destroy their beauty,
And take them from their place,
So we give them an understanding kiss,
As a tear runs down our face.
One by one we take our baskets,
With our beautifully colored eggs,
And place them gently in the grass,
As we turn and walk away.
We look back in amazement,
As our eggs begin to sing.
We see them flutter and move about
'Look, our eggs all now have wings.'
Then the Golden egg begins to speak...
'Your children are safe with me.'
'You'll be with them when the time is right'
Together for all eternity.'
We stand there in a circle of love,
As we look up to the sky,
Watching our radiant eggs take flight,
Knowing our children didn't die.
I stood by your bed last night
I came to have a peep,
I could see that you were crying
and you found it hard to sleep,
I whispered to you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
its me I havn't left you, i'm well
i'm fine, i'm here,
I was close to you a breakfast
I watched you pour your tea,
you were thinking of the many times
your hands reached out to me,
I was with you at the shops today
you're arms were getting sore,
I longed to take your parcels
I wish I could do more,
I was with you at my grave today
you tend it with such care,
I want to reassure you, that i'm not
lying there,
I walked with you towards the house
as you fumbled for your key,
I gently put my hand on you
I smiled and said 'its me'
you looked so very tired
and sank into a chair,
I tried so hard to let you know
that I was standing there,
its possible for me to be
so near to you every day,
to say to you with certainty
I never went away,
you sat there very quietly then smiled
I think you knew,
in the stillness of the evening
I was very close to you,
now the day is over.....I smile
and watch you yawning,
and say good night, god bless,
i'll see you in the morning,
and when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
i'll rush across to greet you
and we'll stand side by side,
I have so many things to show you
there is so much for you to see,
be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.
xxxxxx
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