| Location | North Shields |
| Age | 1 month, 14 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 19/10/1989 |
| Date of Death | 03/12/1989 |
| Visitors | 2,362 since 18/11/2008 |
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christopher was my first born, he was born six weeks early as i had high blood pressure. christopher
weighed 5lbs 5ozs when he was born he had a mop of black hair, he was in the special care unit as he
wouldnt feed so he was tube fed for the first few days. When we came home from hospital and it was
just him and me i couldnt belive how beautiful he was and that he was really mine. For six full
weeks my whole world revolved around him. Then one morning i woke up and i knew straight away that
something was wrong It was a feeling that i had, when i went over to him it is something that i will
never forget. My perfect special little son had died in his sleep. The day he went up to heaven a
part of me went to even though it has been ninteen years since he went it still just feels like
yesterday. I still go to the cemetry and i still mention him after all he is still my son even
though he isnt with me.Since losing christopher i met up with a male friend who i went to school
with called allan and we have now been together 11 years and i have gone on to have three more
children kay aged 8, lee aged 6 and dale who turned one in april. The pain that i felt the day he
was taken away is still as painfull now. I will always remember and love you son now one can ever
take my memories away .LOVE YOU FOREVER LITTLE MAN xxxxxxx
Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
MERRY CHRISTMAS
Precious, tiny sweet little one
You will always be to me,
So perfect, pure and innocent
As you were meant to be.
We dreamed of you and your life
And all that it would be,
We waited and longed for you
To join our family.
We never had the chance to play
To laugh, to rock, to wriggle
We longed to hold you, touch you
And listen to your giggle.
I’ll always be your Mummy
He’ll always be your Dad,
You’ll always be our child
The child that we had.
But now you’re gone and yet you’re here
We’ll sense you everywhere
You are our sorrow and our joy
There’s love in every tear.
Just know our love goes deep and strong
We’ll forget you never,
The child we had but never had
And yet will have forever.
This Tribute Is For This Weekend A Little Longer Than Usual. Sorry It's So Early I've Got A Busy Weekend Ahead
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I will light my candles as usual on Sunday
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories were a lane,
We would walk right up to heaven
And bring you back again.
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you
No one can ever know.
But now we know you want us
To mourn for you no more.
To remember all the happy times,
Life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
We pledge to you today:
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you'll always stay.
A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you
The day God took you home.
Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela (Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
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Christmas in Heaven
by Unknown
'Tis Christmas in Heaven
What a beautiful sight!
It's wonderful here;
Everything is all right.
The crib is adorned
With the brilliance of stars,
Wisemen have come
From Venus and Mars.
I've met all our dear ones
Who preceded us here;
The reunion was lovely,
An event full of cheer.
And tonight we'll all gather,
In reverence we'll kneel,
For the Babe in the cradle
Up in Heaven is Real.
I think of my family
that I left behind
And I pray that your Christmas
Is as blessed as mine
Please shed no more tears,
For my soul is at rest,
Just love one another;
Live life to its best.
Yes, It's Christmas In Heaven,
So I've heard them say,
Yet, Christmas In Heaven
Happens every day.
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Love always elaine xxxxxxx
Christmas in Heaven
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'Tis Christmas in Heaven
What a beautiful sight!
It's wonderful here;
Everything is all right.
The crib is adorned
With the brilliance of stars,
Wisemen have come
From Venus and Mars.
I've met all our dear ones
Who preceded us here;
The reunion was lovely,
An event full of cheer.
And tonight we'll all gather,
In reverence we'll kneel,
For the Babe in the cradle
Up in Heaven is Real.
I think of my family
that I left behind
And I pray that your Christmas
Is as blessed as mine
Please shed no more tears,
For my soul is at rest,
Just love one another;
Live life to its best.
Yes, It's Christmas In Heaven,
So I've heard them say,
Yet, Christmas In Heaven
Happens every day.
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Love always elaine xxxxxxx
sweet darling christopher
MISSING YOU SON AT CHRISTMAS.
IT'S CHRISTMAS TIME ONCE AGAIN AND THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,
FOR ALL WE HAVE ARE MEMORIES AND YOUR PICTURE IN A FRAME.
NO PRESENTS YOU CAN OPEN,YOUR SWEET SMILE WE;D LOVE TO SEE,
OH WHAT WE;D GIVE TO HAVE YOU HERE AS WE PUT THE PRESENTS BENEATH THE TREE.
WER;E TOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS WITH US ALTHOUGH WE MAY NOT SEE YOU THERE,
WE KNOW YOU LIVE INSIDE OUR HEARTS AND OUR BOND WE'LL ALWAYS SHARE.
SO AS WE CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS AND YOU WATCH US FROM ABOVE,
KNOW WE'RE THINKING OF YOU AND SEND YOU ALL OUR LOVE.
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You Never Said Goodbye
I know they say god needed you
But sweetheart so did i
I didnt want to let you go
I didnt want to say goodbye
Now im the mummy of an angel
That flys with wings above
It hurt to let u go that night
But you went with so much love
The day you left our world
My heart just broke in two
One half stayed here aching
The other half went with you
You were my little pride and joy
The apple of my eye
My darling little baby boy
Now your that bright star in the sky
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Pennies from heaven.
Today i found a penny just laying on the ground, but its a very special one this little coin i,ve found.For these pennies come fron heaven my nana always said, oh how i loved that story when she tucked me into bed.
She said when angels miss you, they toss a penny down. Maybe just to cheer you up or make a smile or frown. So dont pass by that penny when you are feeling blue,Could be its one from heaven that an angels tossed to you.
Still part of me.
Although i,m not with you, my loves not denied so wait patiently sweetheart till i can walk by your side. Your face and your smile are what i long to see, i love you my baby your still part of me. love always little one. mam xxxxx
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
THIS TRIBUTE IS FOR FRIDAY (BUSY DAY FOR ME)
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)
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